I think i am insane

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One time my boyfriend that impregnated me dumped me for a while(he didn't hnow i was i was carrying) I wished him horibly dead many times. Unfortunately it never happened and now i am Preg again. He will be fixed.

I think that sometimes, but usually when I do. They die. So I try not to do it so much anymore. Not now that Im cured. But before...well we wont talk about that. Anyhow just dont do it so much or you might kill all your friends.

I am sincerely worried about you? Have you talked to anybody about your feelings? Like a parent, teacher therapist, etc...? I know that it can't feel too good to have those feelings. I used to have thoughts like that but I started seeing a therapist and she put me on meds. I feel soooo much better now that I do not have all the anger I once I had. I really hope that you find something that helps you. Please don't really kill anyone. Good Luck to you.

By the way, I do not think that you are insane. It just sounds like you may have an anger issue. That can be fixed. Believe me.

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it's normal to have a lot of crazy thoughts. but it becomes a problem when u obsess about them, or act on them. so, u can think up stuff, and sometimes it's not under your control, although u should be able to make it, but u do have control on whether u act on them

I do it all the time,its perfectly normal.

This site is quite remarkable. I think it is great how normal people can all talk about how they fear their mind. How they are unable to access the extraordinary conciense of the brain, and, when encountered, fear overwhelmes them. So you flock. Flock like chicken at feeding time, to a place where you can speak of ways to becoming normal again. so you can go on with your lives. so you can wake up every day and go to work, go to school for no recognition of human self. only the reward of money. Money..what a splendid lie. i now realize that if you're actually reading this you may beleive i am not normal. Not in the right "mindset". i can honestly tell you,that you are correct. i am not like you. perhaps i need help. but i dont want it. I now realize that i do indeed need help out of this, but i do not want it. there is no one that truely cares about me, or even you. no one knows of your secret intelligence. but you do. and you ignore it..what a waste. If you, a stranger to me and to yourself, actually want to do good on this world, you will stop me..you will save me. from doing inevitable things.

i would very much like to read your reactions..so please..do respond.

We are alike. sometimes i search the net for certain sentences that i type in google in order to find a writing that is somewhat similar to my mentality. I realize that in the context of society, i need help (so i can function / increase GDP or be cannon fodder or whatever the state needs), but i don't want it as this denies identity and your "secret intelligence." you seem to know what's up. not many do. i see no place for myself in society besides doing illegal things because outside of the mold requires dynamic intelligence and creativity, whereas office = hamster wheel.

anyways, if there is one universal truth, it is that humanity doesn't know a good thing when they see it. Ted K. (unabomber) was confirmed to be in top 10 smartest people in US. read his essay you will see for yourself. with seas of mindless bullshitters, people like Ted K. will be forced to send bombs in order to persuade the media to publish his articles. don't even get me started on preconceived notions of good and evil...

I love you

you are not insane,its normal to feel like that...if you are a teenanger you may have teenage depression.when teenangers have depression being sad isn't the only sintom,one of the sintoms if being very violent or just angry with yourself

In the end you and me will always be hypocrites hiding on the inside, trembling and wondering why, no matter how far you get, wondering why, why, why.

I know this because we both sought salvation in google... "am i insane?". I see, yet i do not realize because I do not desire to.

It might help to keep in mind that humans are very flawed. It is normal to feel anger and depression to a degree. I strongly recommend staying away from meds if at all possible. It is more important to pinpoint the source of your thoughts and feelings. Avoid people who anger you. Avoid putting yourself in situations where people may take advantage of you and ignite your anger toward them. Engage in activities that make you happy.

Incidentally, I have a tendency to do the opposite of what you do by letting people use and debase me. I actually enjoy it and have financiers about it. My issues are rooted in low self-esteem, and can be just as destructive.

I whish you the best and hope you will find people and things that make you smile!

Anyone can work hard to become a doctor, and it's all been done. I am told by everyone that I need help but in all reality, everyone else needs to think outside of the box, outside of an ignorant blissful society. I now realize that every single thing that comes from society is for an individuals' needs, and so I break free from the shackles of society. I resort to doing things that are not to be spoken of. Now, what if people like me didn't exist? The world would be still, nobody would question, nobody would dare step out of the boundaries in general. See, it's people that create "chaos" that are the productive ones, they are the ones that create jobs either working for the cause of against it, whatever it may be. I think of new ways to create the chaos that creates wealth. That's what you want right, wealth? Yeah, maybe if you weren't so damn corrupt or greedy you wouldn't breed people who find counter means of creating wealth, with greed comes corruption comes the beautiful decay, were all subject to this decaying society. Morals, ethics, all gone because you are so bent towards wealth.