i think i am insane

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One time my boyfriend that impregnated me dumped me for a while(he didn't hnow i was i was carrying) I wished him horibly dead many times. Unfortunately it never happened and now i am Preg again. He will be fixed.

I think that sometimes, but usually when I do. They die. So I try not to do it so much anymore. Not now that Im cured. But before...well we wont talk about that. Anyhow just dont do it so much or you might kill all your friends.

I am sincerely worried about you? Have you talked to anybody about your feelings? Like a parent, teacher therapist, etc...? I know that it can't feel too good to have those feelings. I used to have thoughts like that but I started seeing a therapist and she put me on meds. I feel soooo much better now that I do not have all the anger I once I had. I really hope that you find something that helps you. Please don't really kill anyone. Good Luck to you.

By the way, I do not think that you are insane. It just sounds like you may have an anger issue. That can be fixed. Believe me.

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Your a cunt basically. Your not insane, just a fucking cunt. Don't worry though most people are cunts, your not alone in this world! Your all fucking cunts!

it's normal to have a lot of crazy thoughts. but it becomes a problem when u obsess about them, or act on them. so, u can think up stuff, and sometimes it's not under your control, although u should be able to make it, but u do have control on whether u act on them

I do it all the time,its perfectly normal.

This site is quite remarkable. I think it is great how normal people can all talk about how they fear their mind. How they are unable to access the extraordinary conciense of the brain, and, when encountered, fear overwhelmes them. So you flock. Flock like chicken at feeding time, to a place where you can speak of ways to becoming normal again. so you can go on with your lives. so you can wake up every day and go to work, go to school for no recognition of human self. only the reward of money. Money..what a splendid lie. i now realize that if you're actually reading this you may beleive i am not normal. Not in the right "mindset". i can honestly tell you,that you are correct. i am not like you. perhaps i need help. but i dont want it. I now realize that i do indeed need help out of this, but i do not want it. there is no one that truely cares about me, or even you. no one knows of your secret intelligence. but you do. and you ignore it..what a waste. If you, a stranger to me and to yourself, actually want to do good on this world, you will stop me..you will save me. from doing inevitable things.

i would very much like to read your reactions..so please..do respond.

We are alike. sometimes i search the net for certain sentences that i type in google in order to find a writing that is somewhat similar to my mentality. I realize that in the context of society, i need help (so i can function / increase GDP or be cannon fodder or whatever the state needs), but i don't want it as this denies identity and your "secret intelligence." you seem to know what's up. not many do. i see no place for myself in society besides doing illegal things because outside of the mold requires dynamic intelligence and creativity, whereas office = hamster wheel.

anyways, if there is one universal truth, it is that humanity doesn't know a good thing when they see it. Ted K. (unabomber) was confirmed to be in top 10 smartest people in US. read his essay you will see for yourself. with seas of mindless bullshitters, people like Ted K. will be forced to send bombs in order to persuade the media to publish his articles. don't even get me started on preconceived notions of good and evil...

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you are not insane,its normal to feel like that...if you are a teenanger you may have teenage depression.when teenangers have depression being sad isn't the only sintom,one of the sintoms if being very violent or just angry with yourself

This is a response to 23232323. I am glad to have read this post of yours, as it gives me the warm feeling which this site exists for. But this is very contradictory, as you and I know, for I appreciate your post for the acceptance of "insanity" and denial of a common thought society. Truly it cannot be denied that comfort is in thoughtlessness and that fear is in confronting the unknown, which leaves the individual on a very dark and freeformed path unless guided in one common way of life by a parent or gaurdian. And this is why we flock, because the boundaries of possible perception are far too wide for the bravest to comprehend, and a single perception is well known and finely detailed which provides comfort in 2 dimensional knowledge. But this brings me to my other point, one of which you have already addressed on some level. The illusions we hold so dearly and religiously. The money and the power and the knowledge are all only relevant in the single perspective of human life, becoming obviously nonexistent as you sidle to the outskirts of society. Just as science needs single elements as points of comparison in problem solving, all knowledge requires a single and common perspective to be compared to in order to be labeled true. If there were conflicting perspectives in a matter of decision, then without a solid truth it would remain opinion on both sided. This is because you can't see the forest from the trees, and you can't see the truth in the middle of the lies. I accept, however, that this is my opinion and shall never be proven true on any valid level. But excuse my rambling as I state my concluding point. I can sense your disgust of humanity,(" like chicken at feeding time"), and will not deny that I often have had these thoughts. But I assure you that it is not the physical being of the human, or the mental capacities of the human, but the culture it inhabits which is a target for hatred, sometimes varying in location. The human culture is indulgences multiplying exponentially by the decade, fueled by technology, fast foods, sex and pornography, video games, AND television. But insanity is a tool, my friend, which should be used carefully and wisely. Do not use it to wallow in shadow and hatred of the self until you finally kill someone of the sane society, but use the raw power and hatred to rise above their ways of life, until you truly understand different perspectives of nature and unbounded reality, and then you will understand that these people are lesser and do not matter, thereby rendering their existence irrelevant to your own.I am happy to hear your acceptance of a more meaningful life,and of your aknowledgment of the wrongs in societies way of life, such as "no recognition of human self", and although I agree with you in that I cannot say I honestly care for you, I would lend my hand to you in times of need. And this is the greatest of all contradictions which I stated prior to the rambling, to be united in outcast through the very way we argue against to make us outcasts. Reality is a matter of perspective, Burdett, nothing more. -N.W.F.

In the end you and me will always be hypocrites hiding on the inside, trembling and wondering why, no matter how far you get, wondering why, why, why.

I know this because we both sought salvation in google... "am i insane?". I see, yet i do not realize because I do not desire to.