I think I may be psychotic.

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Well, I'm not really sure where to begin with this. It's something that has always bothered me ever since I can remember, which really isn't that far back. I have EXTREME anxiety most days and it's really causing me to think that I'm psychotic. It's really nothing about myself, and mostly about how the world is. I mean, I think about how the government isn't run the way it really should be in order to be fair to all it's citizens, and in turn the entire world isn't run the way it should be. I feel sorry for all the people that have to suffer, That don't have enough to eat or a safe place to sleep. All because they don't have enough MONEY to give themselves that. It's a right I feel ALL people should have to have something to eat and a place to sleep, a proper education, and a generally good outlook on life. But they can't. because of the MONEY. I mean, money has become the bain of human exsistance. 100 percent of the drug dealers do what they do because they want money. Most of the crimes that are commented are in some way involved with money. Most stress people have pertain to how much money they have and how they are going to get more. People shouldn't have to starve. People shouldn't have to live on the street. We are HUMAN BEINGS, Not black or white or whatever race. We should all be in this together, because if we continue down the road we are now we aren't going to last as a species because we will all either be too crazy to care who lives or dies and just kill everyone on the whole planet. We have to think about our children and our childrens children and even the generation after that, and think about how their isn't going to be one.

I obsess about this most days. And it's something that I can't get out of my head because I see signs of it all the time. The debt collector commercials, the anti-psyhcotic medicine adds that play non-stop on TV. hearing people complain about how they don't have enough money and looking up at all the people that do. Things aren't going to change for me unless the whole entire world changes, and I don't see that happening.

So. Am I psychotic, or do I just care too much?

Do you think it's normal?

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