ok i know the "if u think ur crazy then ur not thing" problem is i dont think i am , others are telling me that im going of the edge.
the other day me and this girl i like were arguing and i ended up making a torture game out of it. i thought it was funny to see how easily she could get pissed off.
i did the same to my x before her, just alot worse becaus she hurt me and i was out to get her. idk i mean i thought vengeance was normal maybe im a bit sadistic but does the fact that i really enjoy putting people in pain mean im psychotic ?
im clinicaly depressed and am on no meds 4 it bcuz i dont feel they work. am i putting people thrue my pain 2 make mine easier to stand . is this normal ?
How much pain do you try to put people through? why do you do it? and how do you feel about it afterwards?
If you like fully torturing them for fun and you feel good after it then you are probably sadistic and you should see a therapist.
Have you ever tried meds? I have been on them for less than a week once (my friend gave me some of his) and they felt great even tho u dont get the full effect of them for a few days- a week or 2. If you tried them for 2 days and they didn't change anything that's because you weren't on them long enough, if you haven't tried them then you should.
And the comments are moderated so this one will show up hours after I send it, so don't worry bout people not commenting right away, plus some of my stories took 2 or 3 days to get a single comment even bfor moderation then a couple got pretty popular