My cousin and I are very close we hang out all the time. Lately I've been having sexual feelings for her. I think she does too, but I'm not sure. She is very touchy feely with me. I've seen her naked lots of times, she seems to enjoy me seeing her naked. She sometimes flashes me her boobs, which are very nice by the way. I grab her boobs sometimes and she doesn't mind. She like to hold my hand when we go the movies. She grabs my ass sometimes and feels all over my chest. She has put her hand down my pants a couple of times, never touching my penis, but her hand will be inside my underwear. I one put my hand on her leg just above the knee and she took my hand off and said that my hand being there would make her want to jump my bones if we were not related. Whenever we talk about, generally, cousins having sex she says it's gross. Once we talked about giving each other oral, she said she could be cool with it. Two weeks later I asked if we could pleasure each other. At first she said it would be alright, then she changed her mind and said when she gives head she like to f**k and could not see herself f**king her cousin. I tried to convince her and she said she did not feel comfortable. Now I don't want to hang out with her anymore because I can't get these sexual thoughts out of my mind. I'm going crazy. I'm hoping someone can shed some light on this. Especially a female, I would love a girl's perspective on this. I don't know what to do, I'm getting so many mixed signals.