ok, I love my wife, and she loves me. In fact she loves me to death, its a little smothering, but nice.
but the other day we were in the kitchen and I was cutting something up with a huge knife, and all of a sudden i had this image of me just stabbing her to death with it. I thought of how shocked she would be as i would start to do it, and of how guilty i would feel having done it.
also, the reason we were in the kitchen was because we were having a party and guests were due in a few hours. So I was thinking of how i could pull the whole thing off and still have the guests over and what kind of story i could make up about why she wasnt there, etc.
now, i have no desire to kill her, or anyone else for that matter, and there is no way i would do this, and no reason for it. but just for about 10 seconds, i thought about this while i was cutting up veggies and she was standing next to me. Is this normal?
Who doesn't think about chopping up his wife every once in a while?
I think you should tell her,
it would make your relationship very comfortable i would think.
If you have problems controlling your thoughts, seek professional help, but do not share this topic with your wife, only share it with a professional.
It just means you have an overactive twisted imagination.
Like me.
Make love to me baby, we'll be the kinkiest.
And then you could have a discussion over the dinner table where you would say something like "well, she's closer than you think".
That would be so normal.
Jeees, he really must have a problem with you, if this was not cyber world and was the real word, I suspect he would stalk you 24/7.
It is all part and parcel of the human condition, we are all capable of murder and thats why its so easy to condition someone to pick up a gun and call themselves a soldier. I have had similar thoughts in the past but they are instant and disappear in seconds, you are just visiting parts of your mind in thought process and its normal....
Did you know that peaceful people tend to have quite violent dreams and yet murderes dreams are quite serene, they act out there violence for real because they dont deal with these thoughts in dream state . dont listen to the cunts here who say you are mad, they are dicks and have the brains to comprehend your concerns.