I am an eighteen year old who just recently graduated high school. I am a virgin but have always liked women. I get gay urges and find myself turned on at the fact of anal sex with another guy. i want to try it but dont know how,who, where and a lot more. What should i do and is it normal? i would like to try it but want it to be discreet. i am not comfortable with everybody knowing this. Tips and any feedback will be helpful.