I wish to be a doll-
When I say a Doll, I mean a China/Porcelin style doll, not a barbie/manniquin~
Have you seen Rozen Maiden? I wish so much to be like them: small, sweet and perfect. To be dressed beautifully, to have perfect skin~
But the weirdest part is-
Sometimes I wish to be a proper still, child like, unmoving doll. Perfect and unflawed yet still and silent.
If this is any help, I also adore Lolita style clothing, which is simular to dolls clothes and do my best to get porcelin skin.
When I say a Doll, I mean a China/Porcelin style doll, not a barbie/manniquin~
Have you seen Rozen Maiden? I wish so much to be like them: small, sweet and perfect. To be dressed beautifully, to have perfect skin~
But the weirdest part is-
Sometimes I wish to be a proper still, child like, unmoving doll. Perfect and unflawed yet still and silent.
If this is any help, I also adore Lolita style clothing, which is simular to dolls clothes and do my best to get porcelin skin.

It's normal for people to have all kinds of fantasies, it's a good distraction from reality, as long as you don't become too obsessed about it. I often have some fantasies when I'm bored or unable to sleep.
Sounds like what a woman should be. Conform moar.