My parents are 1st cousins and married,we are 6 brother and sisters total which are all healthy. i have a cousin back in my country which we met for the 1st time back in 1984 and were instantly attracted to each other. then i went back in 1987 and found that we were very much attracted to each even more.we went as far as fondling and kissing, but thats as far as it went.i had not been back to my country since then until 2010,when we saw each other, the sparks were still there and of course, everything that could happen did. we are now in a very long distance relationship but talk everyday and count the days to see each other again. is it normal that we talk about wanting to be together forever.