Personally, I would love to travel or work in the media but the type of person I am feels like it is not compatible with my desires. Specifically, I'm about to go away to college and this is what I've been working for is to move away from home to grow and experience. However, I am not too familiar w being by myself. Although I have a vision for when I leave, I feel like in reality I'm going to be lonely and depressed and basically defeat the purpose of going away to college. I want to grow and become my own person plus meet tons of new people because Im done w the pple here, essentially I want a new life. But I'm afraid that won't be accomplished if I am going to be lonely and depressed, if that's the case then might as well go to school here. But I want to grow and experience like said before and prove something to others and myself that I can be independent but honestly, I need help in a couple of things, I always want someone by my side because I'm scared to be alone, etc. So is this normal? And regardless, what can I do in my case?