Is it normal to write messed up things like a girl growing up loving stars (like the space stars, the astro ones) and eventually having symbolic sexual intercorse with them and becoming a star? I love these things they're so out of the way, so unexpected and unreal. I also have a ton of fun writing mild fanfictions about my friends. It's not really a fanfic it's more like a novel with a normal storyline but I ship my friends in it. They enjoy the novels as well.