I'm shy and not really confident about myself and it's hard to talk in my first language to people that I don't know well. But when I talk in English to people, I become confident and it's easy to talk to them. It feels like those people are not real and it's only a dream, and who cares what they think about my accent and fails I make while talking - it's only a dream and it will end soon. I feel this way only when I talk in English which is my second language. Is that normal?