Okay so long story-not so long, I just started dating this guy I've liked for a really long time. Let's call him T. Anyway T and I became official 2 days ago and we have only hugged once; nothing beyond that. I really want to kiss him, but I'm afraid he'll like reject me or I'll make a huge idiot out of myself. Not only that, but whenever he's around my knees can't move and I have trouble forming complete sentences. Is this normal? We've been friends for a while and I've liked him just as long, but these feeling were never there before. I don't want to eat, I wanna laugh, cry, smile, puke, and die all at the same time...and I don't want it to stop. I'm SO confused and really need help...so IIN?