I kissed this guy. He was my first kiss. And i liked him. not so much before we kissed, we were just friends but i had known he liked me. I really don't know. He isn't with me now, he decided we were going too fast and wanted to be alone. I really had nothing i could say, i thought the same. But i wake up and i think of him, i sigh all day just thinking about him,before i go to sleep i think about him. I can't even look him in the eye anymore and when im hanging out with my group of friends and he's there, i don't get whats so great about him. maybe its just because we kissed. I feel so stupid and i don't want to be hungover this guy. I'm not sure what it is i'm feeling.