I kissed this guy. He was my first kiss. And i liked him. not so much before we kissed, we were just friends but i had known he liked me. I really don't know. He isn't with me now, he decided we were going too fast and wanted to be alone. I really had nothing i could say, i thought the same. But i wake up and i think of him, i sigh all day just thinking about him,before i go to sleep i think about him. I can't even look him in the eye anymore and when im hanging out with my group of friends and he's there, i don't get whats so great about him. maybe its just because we kissed. I feel so stupid and i don't want to be hungover this guy. I'm not sure what it is i'm feeling.

Shame: acknowledge it, "hey, that was fun, hope it won't feel weird for too long. I'm fine, you're still cool.
Infatuation with an annoying boy: You're young, have fun. Acknowledge there's chemistry, it's just a primal variety. Indulge it if you're so inclined. Be safe, be considerate and forthright. Share the roll around on the floor fun without the rest.