There's a girl at my school who I talked to a couple times briefly but I've been thinking about her as if I am with her since December. I'm just basically obsessed with her for no reason and sometimes I fantasize about being with her and protecting her.

Let the "jocks" think what they want, if they mock you mock them back, dont be scared of them pussys.
I was bullied in school and i wish i could go back to them days and be who i am now.
I guess my point is that if you kick off enough it doesnt matter how much of a geek or what size you are, people are going to show some respect in future. Yea you might take a beating if you're unluckly but that makes you a man anyway. Id rarther get beat up sticking up for myself then sitting back and letting people mock me.
Like i said, i was a pussy in school and took so much shit. Thinking back to what people would say now makes my blood boil, if i could go back id be flipping desks and getting right in their faces haha.