Okay so uh even posting this anonymously is sort of embarrassing, but here goes:
I'm eighteen, nearly nineteen, and I've never masturbated.
On top of that, I'm not entirely sure if I even prefer men or women.
I kind of desperately hope this doesn't make me asexual, because I really am afraid of living/dying alone.
I never had a real girlfriend, mostly because I kind of just want to do things like go and see movies, kiss for sentimental reasons, that sort of thing, but eventually she is gonna want sex and I would have strung her along :(
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If you don't feel personally well adjusted to your situation consult an endocrinologist and see what comes up from some clinical studies.
Your fear of loneliness makes think in a high anxiety and anguish. Maybe behind this lack of drive is "just" a big underground depression?