ok here we go, now i don't cut myself i dnt mutilate anything but i get a rush off of solid hard contact... i kno i laugh too but no b.s. its gotten ta the point i sneak away at work & other outings to punch my thigh as had as i can, a dead leg if u will. but the rush it gives me is ridiculous... im not depressed, & dnt want attention hence not leaving noticeable bruises, my job & family r great... its jus a rush to feel the pain and the legs my fav. cuz it holds the pain & noone knos... addicted to bruises & tattoos... its the feelin... is it normal or what? some1 gotta understand...
he wants to put it in you actually
Also if you enjoy the pain become a fighter build yourself up and join a local gym where they box or another martial art that is full contact boxing is advisable because in martial arts before you even begin to spar you have to go through a lot of training to get the movements down before fighting on the mat.
i joined a boxing club. it was great, but the "moments of clarity" didn't outweigh the political stupidity...
(:
But don't do it with limp-wristed, panty-waist stuff like Tabasco, which only has a Scoville hotness rating of 2,140. At least try something like Blair's Mega Death Sauce, with a rating of over a half million Scoville Units. And there are some with ratings as high as 16,000,000. Check out the whole list here:
http://www.chez-williams.com/Hot%20Sauce/hothome.htm
DISCLAIMER: By the way, I'm kidding. Actually doing something so foolish could cause blindness.