Well, if this is true, you must know there's no way you could ever act on your desires while you are her teacher, as it would be abusing a position of responsibility. Is there any chance you could take some time off just to get away and clear your head for a bit?
That's so friggin illegal. If you have to do "something", that something should be to look for another job.
I'm not judging you, and I'm not going to say it's not "normal". 15-year-olds are young women, not kids, and I don't think that being in love with a girl that age makes you a pedophile or anything of that nature. It's just that you can't pursue it. She doesn't want to date or sleep with her teacher, and if you make a move you might scar her for life (you're an adult and a person with authority - she's supposed to be able to trust and respect you). Besides, if you tried, you'd immediately lose your job, as I'm sure you're aware of. My advice: don't delude yourself into thinking anything good could EVER, under ANY CIRCUMSTANCES, come by pursing it further. Making a move is a recipe for total disaster. Restrain yourself or quit your job.
I'm not judging you, and I'm not going to say it's not "normal". 15-year-olds are young women, not kids, and I don't think that being in love with a girl that age makes you a pedophile or anything of that nature. It's just that you can't pursue it. She doesn't want to date or sleep with her teacher, and if you make a move you might scar her for life (you're an adult and a person with authority - she's supposed to be able to trust and respect you). Besides, if you tried, you'd immediately lose your job, as I'm sure you're aware of. My advice: don't delude yourself into thinking anything good could EVER, under ANY CIRCUMSTANCES, come by pursing it further. Making a move is a recipe for total disaster. Restrain yourself or quit your job.