Okay, to make a long story short, i met this guy at a church function. he was really nice and funny, and we got along great. i found out he was gay, which was fine with me because i really wasn't "looking" for a date. we've continued to chat on the internet and we hung out the other day. he's the nicest guy i know and our personalities fit together well, so i can't help but want him. we were at the park, and he laid his head in my lap. i was running my fingers through his hair, and he didn't mind; in fact, he closed his eyes and kinda smiled. and then he asked to hold my hand. we held hands or linked arms or laid our heads on each other shoulders most of the evening. when i took him home, before he got out of the car, he kissed me on the cheek. we always tell each other we love each other, but it's always just been out of friendship. i know he's gay (he told me himself), but he seemed like he kinda liked me too. so now i'm confused. help please!