i despair every time i think about death, im realy afraid to forget everything when i die, my friends, the good moments and stuff, the problem is that the desperation is realy big, i start to think things like rather be death or never be born instead of feeling like this
Should i see a doctor or something, does anyone feel this way?
I hope evrything goes well for you.
Oh, and yes this thought is 100% normal
However, if you've ever experienced some form of near-death, out-of-body, transcendental meditation/astral projection experience you'll get an idea of the connection of the soul/consciousness with the physical body. You don't have to let anyone sell you the Heaven/Hell group discount ticket, nor do you have to believe that this is all there is...
Whatever it is, don't let fear drag you down to an untimely grave. Turn your fear into an investigation.