all the time i think about cumming in my mouth and eating it...but then when i do cum in my mouth, or in my hand to eat, after i cum i feel disqusted and i spit it out of wipe it off...is this normal to have this feeling after cumming..anyone know why i feel differently afterwards
On a less serious note, semen is high in protein, so maybe one day just swallow without thinking just so you can sate your curiosity. To by-pass the feeling of no longer wanting to swallow your semen, you can stimulate yourself enough so that you partially ejaculate, but have not orgasmed. Try your semen and then finish stimulation so that you can orgasm. It seems that once you orgasm, the sensation of wanting to eat your semen disappears.