In her I found all life colors ,in her hug I found peace and she is the one I wish to see every day ,and when she is not beside me I miss her every single second so much that pain is terrible. I was shure my parents will suport me now when I finaly found happiness affter they see how unhappy I am but when I tould them about us reaction was terrible . They still think my happyness is not worth at all ! And again they start to blackmailing ,forcing to let this woman go and bla bla ....I didnt wish to give up and still dont wish but now they blackmail me with my kid -If I go to live with love of my life my parents want let me to see my kid . My legal wife know that I love this woman a lot ,and from first moment I tell her truth about my love.I didnt wish to hide or to be cheater ,but look what happen ! Even I tryed to let love of my life go ,I gave my best to forget her but she is in my heart ,in my soul ,my mines are ful of her and I see her everywhere ,I can hear clearly her laugh and dont know what to do . I also love my kid to much and cant only pack my stuff and left her ,my whoule life ,my workers ,my work ,even is not ok to left my parents ,but why my life have to be sacrifice and they always get what they wish from me? Is that fair? I am shure my legal wife also dont loves me .Yes,she respect me and yes ,she enjoy security that money give to her . I am still in this arranged marriage ,my life is tragedy without end ,only sufer and sacrifice without end. My wife and my mom make every day new mess in my life ,couse they belive my relation with this woman is only temporaly and I dont know how to explain them and prove them that this woman is love of my life and only she can be my true life partner ! My father only gives me more and more obligations ,works and dutyes but no rights .They belive if I wont have free time I will forget her ,but they dont know that she is in my mines every minute,I cant take glass of watter not to see her face ,not to make jokes with her like we usually do when we are together . I was really great son all my life ,I gaved up from my all dreams and realised my parents wishes . I know my family need me ,still my heart is crying .I live only to meet her ,to read her letter ,sms ,to hear her voice and days are going . Have feeling I waste our both lifes . But dont know how to give her dignity and she deserve the best and I wish to marry her . Badly need to find solution but I am tired to much and cant see any solution clearly.
I was shure my parents will suport me now when I finaly found happiness affter they see how unhappy I am but when I tould them about us reaction was terrible .
They still think my happyness is not worth at all !
And again they start to blackmailing ,forcing to let this woman go and bla bla ....I didnt wish to give up and still dont wish but now they blackmail me with my kid -If I go to live with love of my life my parents want let me to see my kid . My legal wife know that I love this woman a lot ,and from first moment I tell her truth about my love.I didnt wish to hide or to be cheater ,but look what happen !
Even I tryed to let love of my life go ,I gave my best to forget her but she is in my heart ,in my soul ,my mines are ful of her and I see her everywhere ,I can hear clearly her laugh and dont know what to do .
I also love my kid to much and cant only pack my stuff and left her ,my whoule life ,my workers ,my work ,even is not ok to left my parents ,but why my life have to be sacrifice and they always get what they wish from me? Is that fair?
I am shure my legal wife also dont loves me .Yes,she respect me and yes ,she enjoy security that money give to her .
I am still in this arranged marriage ,my life is tragedy without end ,only sufer and sacrifice without end. My wife and my mom make every day new mess in my life ,couse they belive my relation with this woman is only temporaly and I dont know how to explain them and prove them that this woman is love of my life and only she can be my true life partner !
My father only gives me more and more obligations ,works and dutyes but no rights .They belive if I wont have free time I will forget her ,but they dont know that she is in my mines every minute,I cant take glass of watter not to see her face ,not to make jokes with her like we usually do when we are together .
I was really great son all my life ,I gaved up from my all dreams and realised my parents wishes .
I know my family need me ,still my heart is crying .I live only to meet her ,to read her letter ,sms ,to hear her voice and days are going . Have feeling I waste our both lifes .
But dont know how to give her dignity and she deserve the best and I wish to marry her .
Badly need to find solution but I am tired to much and cant see any solution clearly.