I'm 24 now. When I was 18 I had a relationship with a girl who was 15 years old. We were completely in love and never had sex, though we were 'intimate' with each other. Her mother found out and made me out to be a pervert - which has scarred me a lot. She told me that I would never be good enough for her. Being with her was the happiest time of my life, she was my first love and perfect in every way. We are still in contact but I can't see how we could ever be together or openly visit each other.