We started with a very normal and conservative marriage. But our sex lives have evolved to what I will call kinky. Now my husband likes me to date other men and tell him about my experiences. At first it was very upsetting when I realized he really wanted me to go out with other guys. I thought it was the end of our marriage. But it became apparent he really wanted this and of course as a 40ish woman with the same man for half my life, I was turned on my the thought of having another man. We did it... the first date was a stranger I met in a club as my husband watched.... I dated this man several times and each time my husband couldn't wait for me to get home and tell him what happened... and each time we had the most incredible sex. I held out with this date, but as I got closer to intercourse, my husband and me got more turned on.... Finally I had intercourse... and even though I was so hot.. I was scared to tell my husband. To my surprise, I never saw him so turned on. He begged me to let this man cum inside me. I wanted it, but was scared. Well it finally happened and my husband almost just came hearing about it. He flipped me and ate me... but he was disappointed when I told him I showered after the act. But while he ate me.. I surprisingly found myself extremely hot, know that this date came in me and my husband was eating me. I was hot that my husband enjoyed it. I enjoyed it. Well, I did it again and this time I didn't shower. At first I felt dirty, but when my husband flipped me and I still could feel the cum of my date in me.... I got so hot. As my husband ate me... my orgasm was maybe the most intense I ever had.. I felt so drained. I couldn't believe he was eating another mans cum from me. I couldn't believe he liked it. And I really couldn't believe how much that turned me on. It was so dirty and nasty, but so exciting and hot. Well, that was a long time ago and now we still do this... I meet men... date them and when comfortable I let them cum in me... Sometimes my husband wants to fuck me the minute I come in and then cum in me too. Its very hot.... for me. Sometimes he eats the two cums out of me. Sometimes after he cums he loses the urge. But the sex is still great. Other than the first guy with did this with. We limit my new dates to no more two to five times after they cum in me... the we plan our next outing... the build up starts all over again. I have done this once with a married guy we are friends with and he (and none of the dates) knows my husband is aware. We have talked about a threesome so my husband could do it right there. I think that would be hot, cause sometimes I during the sex, I wish my husband could see this. But I am not sure if I really want him to. This is so hot and the sex is great... but I sometimes feel weird. I am a mother, a christian, and a member of the PTA, Soccer organization, and scouts... No one knows my hidden life. Am I normal? Is my husband normal?