IIN that the medication i am taking for my mental /psychological illness is making me more mature ?(which i hate ) it's also making me think more rationally, have low energy and low interests.I know a couple of people that have bipolar among other disorders but because they don't take medication they have lots of feelings , ambitions , even their crazyness is charming , or they take the kind of medication that makes them more alert instead of medications that makes a person more calm.

And, I don't know. The bipolars I've met were extremely fucking annoying.
It's good to be mature! Thumbs Up!