Wow a 22yo doctor, they get younger and younger every year. And SO lucky they are doctors, because these guys use their MIND mostly, its ironic that they have chosen such a emotionally confused girl.
Love, lust, trust, attraction are all feelings. If you 'feel' you would rather continue with the 42yo because he's handsome etc, then you have already made your mind up.
Anyway, the 22yo (doctor) is obviously going to wait for you!
By the way, when you learn that 22 years your senior is not on the same wave length as you, uou'll probably grow stronger feelings for boys around your age. I'd say try to find someone who is more interested in your feelings and not just what suits them, whilst they save their pennies. Smart guys.
Love, lust, trust, attraction are all feelings.
If you 'feel' you would rather continue with the 42yo because he's handsome etc, then you have already made your mind up.
Anyway, the 22yo (doctor) is obviously going to wait for you!
By the way, when you learn that 22 years your senior is not on the same wave length as you, uou'll probably grow stronger feelings for boys around your age. I'd say try to find someone who is more interested in your feelings and not just what suits them, whilst they save their pennies. Smart guys.