I get so depressed when I notice I'm dumb. Some dumb people dont see it in themselves, others are in denial, but for me, I'm so honest that I'm not gonna deny yeah I'm slow. The worse is when it's around family since you're gonna be around them a lot, they look at you and say oh that's the slow cousin or something. It really really sucks. This phrase is pretty much true when they say "Life is hard, but it's harder if you're dumb", so true. Personally, I know things but it takes a while to process it right on the spot. I have too many brain farts to just let it be considered "it's just a brain fart." However, sometimes I wonder how dumb I am? That I don't think it's regular people dumb but perhaps mentally challenged? I don't know...it's hard for me to understand since I used to go to a neurology center when I was younger, but I'm normal nothing medically abnormal of me but I still think hey I probably am mentally challenged or something related. If yeah then okay it's done, if not then I just don't know what to do wih myself.