Im a 25 yr old male, and i feel like my mental health is sliping away. I had some problems as a child, i had severe ADD and i had insomnia for a month but things got a lil easier up untill bout 3 or 4 yrs ago. I think i have some type of OCD where my brain manifest problems that dont exist and i obbsess over them to the point i have panic attacks. I tried gettibg help but i dont have insurnce so i drink alot, but that only works till i wake up and it hits 10 fold. I just had a son 8 weeks ago with a woman im not with any more and i wanna get better for my son so ive been getting perscription drugs off the street but i dont even know if im taking the right stuff, xanax valume kalanapins, its working but im kinda zombifyed. Idont know, if i keep up like this im gona be commited by the time im 30, im starting to slip a little bit outa my head but im hanging in there. Is any of this normal?
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I saw this a few months ago with a young man around your age. Had problems, but he loved his little girl and died of a drug overdose doing the exact same thing that you are doing, and his daughter's father was taken from her before she was old enough to say his name, weeks after she was born.
Please, quit doing those drugs and quit drinking so much. I understand that life is hard and the economy is rough, but I'm sure that the mother of your child is dealing with enough pain herself having to raise a baby all alone, and your child needs you. Please, google some phone numbers and universities in your area that may provide free or cheap health services and do what is best for your baby and yourself. Your life is worth it, you may not believe it now but your life is worth much more than you think it is.
You don't even know if you need what you're taking.
If you want to be a present father (which is commendable), you should first stop drinking and taking pills. There are certain places that can help you find better alternates to your problems, cheap or free. Look into that. It shouldn't be too difficult to find.
Good luck.
They diagnosed me with severe anxiety disorder and put me on Celexa. The downside of this was that Celexa takes about a week and a half to start working and build up in your system, the upside being that since then I have been completely myself again. No more panic attacks, no more random fake illness, no more trying to explain these random fake illness's with other fake illness. Also, I have even received permission from my doctor to drink with it as long as I do not have the two in my stomach at the same time.
It will not affect your mood, or presence of mind, and it will only make you tired about the first 3 days you take it. I just took my daily pill as I was typing this actually!
but its ok
Fuck the JRC.