Im a 25 yr old male, and i feel like my mental health is sliping away. I had some problems as a child, i had severe ADD and i had insomnia for a month but things got a lil easier up untill bout 3 or 4 yrs ago. I think i have some type of OCD where my brain manifest problems that dont exist and i obbsess over them to the point i have panic attacks. I tried gettibg help but i dont have insurnce so i drink alot, but that only works till i wake up and it hits 10 fold. I just had a son 8 weeks ago with a woman im not with any more and i wanna get better for my son so ive been getting perscription drugs off the street but i dont even know if im taking the right stuff, xanax valume kalanapins, its working but im kinda zombifyed. Idont know, if i keep up like this im gona be commited by the time im 30, im starting to slip a little bit outa my head but im hanging in there. Is any of this normal?