It's not like I'm suicidal and wanna die or anything. But everytime I cross a bridge I get this urge to jump. It's especially bad if the bridge is crossing a railway and a train is coming... I kinda feel like a dog chasing a bumber everytime, but I just can't shake the urge to just launch over the rail and fall... Luckily I'm happy with my life and have a fairly developed sence of self preservation so I haven't succumbed to the urge just yet... but I'm really wondering if this is normal or if it's just me? :P

i feel it is out of fun.