We were setting up for DV's the other night , 3 of us and the time before - a week earlier , I was next to my crush and we curled up for the first time . She's been really hard to get to know or read because she's had a very tough time and she's extremely guarded - so this was big and our first sort of anything physical !
But then the other night, the next time I saw her , we were setting up to watch DV's again only this time my sister , just landed in the middle on the couch . So this left my crush , sitting at the far end to me instead next to my sister.
And she said and I'm sure it was with a tone ,
"so it looks like I'm sitting next to Chla tonight then am I"
So was that just some normal nothing comment or was it disappointment that she wouldn't be next to me ?
I know this sounds petty but it's actually pretty big , she's just been soo slow and hard to read , get close too and whatever this was , tells me a lot.
But then the other night, the next time I saw her , we were setting up to watch DV's again only this time my sister , just landed in the middle on the couch . So this left my crush , sitting at the far end to me instead next to my sister.
And she said and I'm sure it was with a tone ,
"so it looks like I'm sitting next to Chla tonight then am I"
So was that just some normal nothing comment or was it disappointment that she wouldn't be next to me ?
I know this sounds petty but it's actually pretty big , she's just been soo slow and hard to read , get close too and whatever this was , tells me a lot.
Ha , she's probly just pissed off at me lately- so f'n slow !