Clear skies make me feel ill and trapped. The way I see it the sky represents to me everything, I know all the world, but everything else is sort of in the sky, I like to look up and see clouds or rain, or anything so I am ignorant of what is behind it, therefore there is a possibility for something to be behind it. But with a clear sky there is nothing but blue and as the sky signifies anything that isn't the world, everything else is nothingness and there is no escape from it, nothing to achieve, the way I see it there might as well just be a brick wall, I feel so trapped by it. I know there's solar systems and planets and other stuff all up there, but even so when I'm looking up at the sky it feels like there's nothing ever to achieve and that scares the shit out of me. Is that normal?