I was lying on the couch with one of my kittens when suddenly it went to hop off.
I dont know what happened or why i did it but i really didn't want to be left alone so i grabbed at it.
It kept trying to run so i put my hand around its neck and squeezed.
It was scratching at my arm and i could see the blood but all i could feel was my rage.
When i realised what i was doing i dropped the kitten and broke out into hysterical cries.
Is this normal?
I dont know what happened or why i did it but i really didn't want to be left alone so i grabbed at it.
It kept trying to run so i put my hand around its neck and squeezed.
It was scratching at my arm and i could see the blood but all i could feel was my rage.
When i realised what i was doing i dropped the kitten and broke out into hysterical cries.
Is this normal?

Don't keep them- that would be very dangerous and selfish.
You are trolling, a deranged psychocpath or both
Try taking a deep breath next time when something doesn't happen the way you want it.
what you did is not normal, and you seem like a sick person. seek some sort of psychiatric help.
DOn't tell me what the truth is when you have no idea what the truth is.
http://www.lisaviolet.com/cathouse/felony_yes.html
http://www.yumasun.com/news/baer-32272-animal-animals.html
Please shut up now, you fucking idiot.
Did you even read what you were linking?
"More than 90 percent of serial killers in the U.S. admitted to having abused animals at some point in their lives." Where does that say 99%? Also, that is only in the "U.S".
That first link I'm not even going to take seriously. Just by the layout of the whole page you can tell that it is not official information at all.
So please, take your own advice now, ok?
=P
Seriously though, I agree. People are either going to have it in them to maliciously murder or they aren't.
This story is alarming, but it's not insight into the future.
Yeah, the fact that this person admits they were angry and then cried after doing it shows that they did have an emotional response to what they done. Maybe he/she has an anger problem, but we all have done something stupid in the heat of the moment when we're raging for some reason.
I didn't go to a psychiatrist because i wasn't sure if it was a big enough deal.
Obviously it is.
My kittens fine, my brother is temporarily looking after it.
I'm not some sick psychotic person.
I don't think so anyway.
But just in case I've got an appointment with a psych tomorrow.
Thanks for giving me your opinions, however rude some may have been.