I'm a female and I've always wished I was male.One time (Most of the time) I'd make a fake account in a certain site and talk to random people. I remember being attached to one certain person, we used to talk all day, and text all day. But still I left my identity as a secret.But at some point I had to tell the truth. That happened and I was depressed, we stopped talking but she forgived me.I never saw her,but I still dream about her and I can't stop thinking about her and there's nothing I can do. But strangely enough I like to think about her even tough it brings me pain. IIN?