I'm a female and I've always wished I was male.One time (Most of the time) I'd make a fake account in a certain site and talk to random people. I remember being attached to one certain person, we used to talk all day, and text all day. But still I left my identity as a secret.But at some point I had to tell the truth. That happened and I was depressed, we stopped talking but she forgived me.I never saw her,but I still dream about her and I can't stop thinking about her and there's nothing I can do. But strangely enough I like to think about her even tough it brings me pain. IIN?

Because of the ease with which you can deceive people on the internet, suddenly admitting to a web of lies can leave people feeling pretty hurt, especially if they invested a lot of trust in your persona and find out it was a mirage. The girl you upset is a perfect example of this. My advice is if you are going to 'play pretend' online, always do it casually, don't allow anyone or yourself to become caught up in a lie because it can only end badly, for you, for the people who believed you, or both.