My boyfriend and I are both 20 years old. We have been together since we were 15 years old. We have lived together since we were about 18. He is my everything and we can't be apart for more than a few hours before we start missing each other. I know he loves me with all of his heart. When we first started dating I found out he had been texting other girls and sending them pictures of his penis. We broke up for a few days then were back together. He then did it a few months later. We again broke up and got back together. I just figured that it was a boy thing, but it still broke my heart. This continued through out the year. The next two years were great. He never once did anything to hurt me. He acted totally in love with me. I asked him what caused him to change and he replied he respected me more. He recently went to the away to special school it was for boys for 8 weeks. He would send me text telling me how much he missed me and would call me crying. He has been home for about 4 weeks now and I recently discovered (2 days ago) he had text another girl and sent her a picture while in the academy. I confronted him about it and of course he told me the truth that he had indeed texted her. I asked him why and he told me he had been in the academy with all those boys and since I wouldn't send him anything he had to text someone else. (I will not send him anything because it gives me bad memories of what he used to do.) I also went out to his truck and found a list of about 4 girls numbers with the girls he had text in the academy on it. I also asked him about that and he told me he had text the other 3 girls trying to hook a friend up with one of them. Which I know this guy asked him to help him. I have cried for two nights and haven't been able to eat. He tells me he is sorry and that it will never happen again. I had it in my mind to leave the next time this happened, but I just can't do it. I love him so much and he isn't just my boyfriend but my best friend too. We don't do anything without each other. I know he doesn't want any of these girls. Its like a guy having a one night fling, but with sexting. He also says I don't show him affection or compliment him. Which I will admit, I don't. Is this normal that I am still with my boyfriend or am I just stupid?