I've always been the loner type. I've never had many friends, and he ones that I have had I ended up hating a short time later. I meet people, and I like them, but come a few months down the road I can't stand them. I prefer to be alone. The sound of people, especially people interracting, makes me want to rip my ears out of my head. I hate the way people smell, dress, talk and act. I love animals and plants, down to the smallest crawling ant, which I would never harm. But I can not make lasting or deep relationships with people because they make me sick to my stomach. I am lonely, but not really depressed or angry. I'd almost marry a tree if it was legal. I sometimes fantasize about turning into a plant or a wolf. To run away from people. Why? I cant understand..