I usually can control them but sometimes things that are disturbing or disgusting pop into my head and I start having a panic attack because I don't want to think about them and I don't know why I would've thought about them. I feel like at that point in time someone else is controlling my thoughts. It's usually when I'm alone that this happens.

as long as you dont act em out.. you good to go! Leave your fellow man woman and child alone to do and live their own lives!
You wouldn't wanna get into my head.