I feel its not normal. When It seems I'm close to someone I don't feel close. Even with family members. I've lived with them most of my life and I don't feel close to them. Like as if I have them at arms length. Friends and Family even my ex boyfriends. I kept them all at a distance. Weird right? Like if someone close to me were to show love I wouldn't be able to return that love geuinely. I dont have aspergers syndrome. So I don't know what it is? I also feel lonely but at the same time I feel content.