Well lately I feel as if i have had a real problem with being able to trust anyone, including friends and family, I feel like if i try to tell them something they will just turn around and ridicule me, I feel like i can't talk to anyone because they will all either end up ignoring me or just plain judging me.. maybe i'm being to overly anxious, and i feel like i can't even trust my boyfriend at all now not because he has done anything wrong just because i am being this way
is this normal?
is this normal?

You can trust us, if you want. We don't bite or tell your secrets.
You most likely don't want or like to be vulnerable. A lot of people don't.