I'm 34 year old. I was spoiled as a child never had chores. I told my sister brother and mom what to do. They cleaned my room did everything for me.
They did this because I was always home alone I think they felt sorry for me. Even though they always left me alone. ( my dad worked 2nd shift and weekends he didn't know I was left alone from age 6)
As a teen I was a snob thought I was better then everyone. But, had tons of friends. I was very pretty even though I didn't know I was. I was a Tom boy. Didn't care to date and hated attention.
When I was 18 I got with the guy everyone wanted. He turned out to be very abusive. Sexually, mentally and physical.
I was with him for 9 yrs on and off.
He is in prison now for slitting his girlfriends throat almost killed her.
Anyway that's a lil of my life it gets worse but,
I feel like a scared lost child. All alone even when I'm with friends. I put up a front so no one knows. I spend most weekends alone in my bedroom. All my bills are behind like always. They get shut off then I pay them. I depend on my dad for way to much. He is 70 and so scared to lose him. I will have no one then :-(
They did this because I was always home alone I think they felt sorry for me. Even though they always left me alone. ( my dad worked 2nd shift and weekends he didn't know I was left alone from age 6)
As a teen I was a snob thought I was better then everyone. But, had tons of friends. I was very pretty even though I didn't know I was. I was a Tom boy. Didn't care to date and hated attention.
When I was 18 I got with the guy everyone wanted. He turned out to be very abusive. Sexually, mentally and physical.
I was with him for 9 yrs on and off.
He is in prison now for slitting his girlfriends throat almost killed her.
Anyway that's a lil of my life it gets worse but,
I feel like a scared lost child. All alone even when I'm with friends. I put up a front so no one knows. I spend most weekends alone in my bedroom. All my bills are behind like always. They get shut off then I pay them. I depend on my dad for way to much. He is 70 and so scared to lose him. I will have no one then :-(
When I feel like this I just take a deep breath and realize that every day is a new day and I need to enjoy every one that I get!
I depend on my dad for his wisdom,intelligence and his advice. I'm not the only one. My dad is on the phone all day long giving people advice and helping others. If he didn't he would be who he is. But, your right about one thing he won't be here forever and that does scare me. I hope im the first one to go in my family then i wont have to lose any of them. I know i will be okay if that happens.
So, I'm glad you took time out of your ( I'm assuming) very busy schedule to tell me how you feel about me.
Only god can judge sweetheart until u walk in someone shoe's you can click yes or no or move on :-)
Your really not worth the battery life this is taking from my iPhone lol.