I feel like I'm not in charge of how I act. Like I can't make myself do certain things. I can't drink, do drugs, be the slightest bit promiscuous, or even say certain things to people. More than knowing that I shouldn't, I think I'm physically incapable of doing practically anything morally wrong or even just moderately risky! I cannot make myself do something that's unusual for me. Even if someone REALLY deserves to be yelled at, I can't do it. That means I never get any closure and get very upset and insecure when I see the person. Is it normal? Is there even a way to fix it?