Ever since I was little, when I saw a black man die in a movie, I would get extremely sad. It's just black men. I don't have any sympathy with white people dying, but it kills me when Afrixan American people get killed off. I'm not racist in any way, I'm a biracial person, and my father is a black man. I guess when I watch a guy die, I think about my dad dying. Is this normal..?