My great grandma died a while ago which I found sad but I just didn't care emotionally. I moved away from my family a while ago and even though I really like them I don't miss them at all and I probably wouldn't even be sad if they died or something like this
I'm ever happy or sad, the last time I properly laughed or cried was literally more than five years ago
I mean I don't really mind this but sometimes it gets annoying since I just can't find the motivation to do things because finishing them won't make me feel good anyway
Normal or not?
I'm ever happy or sad, the last time I properly laughed or cried was literally more than five years ago
I mean I don't really mind this but sometimes it gets annoying since I just can't find the motivation to do things because finishing them won't make me feel good anyway
Normal or not?

You stated that you weren't always like this, so it most likely isn't perminant. Look for some help, such as a therapist.