OK so I flew to Venezuela to visit my family there with my parents. I visited my 16 year old cousin's house and she said that her parents weren't home but that we could stay in for a drink. My cousin was going to take my parents out to give them a tour of the place after they've been gone for so long and I chose to stay and take care of the dog. I started thinking dirty thoughts and looked for her panty drawer in her room. I found it and took 1 out and smelled it and got very turned on. It's nothing personal i don't LOVE my cousin its just that the fact that she is a GIRL, and that she has panties turned me on. I felt kinda ashamed after that but sexually satisfied. By the way im not a pedophile or anything im 18. Is it normal?