It is normal to have feelings for more than one person, that would make you polyamorous.
It's difficult to say about the other guy, he could just be feeling guilty and avoiding you becasue of that, he could be using you. One thing I wouldn't reccomend is cheating on your husband. :/
It's one thing to agree to an open relationship, and I feel it's more reasonable myself. I don't own his body, he doesn't own mine, you know? But to him it would still be a very hurtful thing to do.
Thanks for your reply, this issue is eating me up it's great to get some advise. An open relationship is not an option. This guy has changed me into someone i hate and don't want to be, only problem, i cant get him out of my head.
It's difficult to say about the other guy, he could just be feeling guilty and avoiding you becasue of that, he could be using you. One thing I wouldn't reccomend is cheating on your husband. :/
It's one thing to agree to an open relationship, and I feel it's more reasonable myself. I don't own his body, he doesn't own mine, you know? But to him it would still be a very hurtful thing to do.