I just can't feel anything. I often dont have conscience I do hurt my friends often and think myself first before others .. yeah I know its selfish but I just can't feel anything after I do that I have no regrets at all. I just do realize it when my friend told me all that i'v done.. and a lot of my friends also make me realize it and thats the time I feel different. Is it normal?

Rachel x
Then why do you think of what you do afterwards? You care enough to post on here asking others if what you do is normal for assurance.
It's not normal, but I don't think you fully don't care. You felt judged and "different".
If I were you, I'd stop acting like an asshole though.