I have only had true feelings for one person and now I am scared that it is super rare for me to feel anything towards others. Im completly detached from any sort of intimate feelings. I so desperatly want to start dating someone or even just fool around but it never feels right in the moment. Many people around me have some sort of interest in at least one person, but putting myself out there and forcing something never works out. Is it really that rare for it to be real between two people? Should I wait for the real thing or stop taking relationships so seriously and just try to have fun?