Lately I have missed my boyfriend so much, it makes me cry and I never cry, like ever and I tend to not get attached but I'm in love and I miss him like crazy and he says he miss me so much and can't wait for me to come back home, and he always wakes up at 4am to text me he's in love with me and that I'm beautiful, always. And I just miss him so much it hurts.

Wait til you get to the real world. And I dont mean college.
You will look back at something like this and laugh!
After that, it gets a little boring and you can cope better.
Not normal at all after 6 years!!
Seems a bit silly to cry for that to me but I'm a guy so ;p