I'm not a lesbian, and I'm not considering a sex change or anything crazy like that, but most days I feel more like a guy than a woman. I've never been into fashion or shopping at the mall or giggling over boys or The Notebook or any crap like that. I can't relate to any girls around me, but I don't want to come over as butch, so I keep my hair long and wear makeup and pretend like I care about Project Runway. I don't want to be a guy, but I don't feel like a girl. Is that in any way normal?