I am 19 Female good looking and so confused by boys relationships and sex. I am a virgin but want to lose it. But when i get the chance to i freak out and say how stupid i am. I nearly got in a relationship bur i found out the guy lied about his age being 30. So i ran. Also have to other guys who just want to have sex and thats it. I have anxiety and find it hard to talk to people. I really want a nice boyfriend and not just to be used. But i am to shy to even talk to them and if i try i dont know what to say. Is this Normal?