I'm an 18 year old girl and already addicted to smoking. I've been smoking probably since I was 16, when I found my mom's cigs on the counter. So I took one, got a lighter, and went to the basement to start smoking. It felt pretty good, I felt grown up. But I'm starting to think somethings going to happen now, like I'll get sick and die. Every night when my mom is asleep I'll go in the basement and smoke. Can someone please tell me if this is normal?