This is going to sound really weird, but please don't think I'm a freak... I'm obsessed with my friend, or at least I think I am. I'm a girl and so is she.I constantly am looking at her. We aren't even close or anything. We talk sometimes, but we don't hang out. I don't think I'm a lesbo, but I mean... this doesn't seem normal. I'm happy when I'm around her.I really wish we were closer friends.I think about her all the time. Maybe I'm jealous of her... I just don't know.